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[twirlgrrl]

It looks like I'm returning to some semblance of regularity, moonwise. Since my first moon after Blue was born, intervals went like this: 54 days, 39 days, 38 days.

Why did I not follow my instinct and bring my Diva cup? I looked at it, I contemplated throwing it in my luggage... I did not throw it in my luggage. When will I learn to listen to my inner voice?

Oh well. At least I can start thinking about getting pregnant again. Someday. I was feeling a bit urgent about that, but after realizing that I'm almost past the cutoff point for our favorite gender selection technology, I'm in less of a hurry. I'm enjoying Blue SO much on his own. And I don't have enough money in the bank yet. I want to be able to stay at home with the next baby like I did with Blue. Of course, I won't have Marie to help me this time, which is very sad. She was a big part of my dream the night before last, but as soon as I woke up I couldn't remember what we'd done together, only that she was there for a long time.

Ramble ramble ramble.

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[summerbluerain.livejournal.com]

WOW thanks for the response. I remeber the old wives tales about "gender selectin technology", I didn't realize that it was actually an option for those who have enough money to do it. I guess if I were just really hell bent on getting another boy I qouls so ir. And yes, we "want" another baby and are going to the doc this month to talk about my IUD beging taken out and any proactive measures we need to take to get my boy prepared to carry a child. I guess more than anything we are leaving it up to the "ones who watch over us". It is all so in the air -laughs- we have never "planned" to get pregnant before, that just seems so forgein and unatural to us...even though it is. Maybe I should answer this question after next week passes :P

[twirlgrrl.livejournal.com]

Well that's exciting! :-) :-)

I always hope my longwinded responses aren't problematic--I love to write and I type really fast, so sometimes it gets away from me.

[summerbluerain.livejournal.com]

-chuckles- When I have time I am QUEEN NOVEL poster :P I Just have so little time these days and my thoughts are so flooded with diapers and crap that it is hard to post. I did want to let you know that I haven't sent your diaper because I am afraid that the picture is going to come off and I wanted to talk to you about that. I didn't want you to think I sent you some piece of shit on purpose but I really want you to have the terripin diaper ( I have to make another for myself as well I LOVE that picture) Sooooooo would you mind to test the print for me? Maybe count how many times you wash it and give me details on what happends to it? :P Aw, I suck I know. And write as much as you want when ever you want...I may not always get to reply but I always read`!

[twirlgrrl.livejournal.com]

Oh my goodness, I almost forgot! I wouldn't mind testing it at all. I'll let you know exactly what happens. And hey, I know you're working really hard at all this--can I send you some money for the diaper? Just let me know your paypal. Thanks!

[summerbluerain.livejournal.com]

naw, no money. I said it was a gift :) When I get it finished I will let you know and get your addy so I can ship :