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[twirlgrrl]

Just took Evan back to the ER, for the third time, because his leg started going numb halfway up to his knee, and we called the advice nurse and she said go back in. I feel completely overwhelmed. It's really hard not to know what's going to happen next, and it's awful to see him in pain, and juggling him and Blue is really hard, and I'm terrified of not getting anything done.

On the bright side, I've got so much support it's ridiculous. Thanks to everyone for everything, from good wishes to offers of help. It means a lot to know I'm not alone.

Evan asked me to pray aloud with him on the way to the ER, something he rarely does. I love having the chance to be there with him.