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Jan. 11th, 2006 05:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
twirlgrrlA friend remarked to me today that the last entries in my two LJs seem like they belong to two different people. I have to laugh. It's so true. I apologize to those of you who don't know me IRL--you must think I'm schizophrenic! The truth is, the tone of the other LJ is probably closer to my general mien--the same friend mentioned my "extraordinary innate optimism." Ha ha. No, really... I'm a pretty sunny sort. But this LJ is the place where I vent about the stressful things I deal with--more like a "real" journal as I've always used them. I've journaled for long chunks of my life, and I always wrote way more when I was stressed or depressed. I've certainly never journaled in public before. Even though this LJ isn't really public, it's a whole new idea for me. I hope I'm not stressing anyone else out with my grumbling about my trials and tribulations. Honestly I try not to think about the fact that anyone else might read this one. The other one is purely for public consumption, so almost all the potentially disturbing stuff gets edited out.
I was late for my ultrasound today, but they fit me in anyway. This one was of my lower legs. There are no blood clots in my veins, so that's good news. I'm still off the Lasix and my feet and ankles are not swollen anymore, so I really think my inguinal lymph nodes are shrinking. Maybe the worst of the sarcoid flare is over and I'm on the way to wellness already. If so, I will really have to think long and hard about whether to be treated at all.
I was late for my ultrasound today, but they fit me in anyway. This one was of my lower legs. There are no blood clots in my veins, so that's good news. I'm still off the Lasix and my feet and ankles are not swollen anymore, so I really think my inguinal lymph nodes are shrinking. Maybe the worst of the sarcoid flare is over and I'm on the way to wellness already. If so, I will really have to think long and hard about whether to be treated at all.
