twirlgrrl | (no subject)

My life = completely unmanageable. It's getting to the point where I can't function at all. What do I do? Chuck the whole thing and start fresh? Try to catch up? It sucks because the things that are pending are all things I really want to do and be involved in--I really enjoy my work (not to mention needing the money, ha ha), I want to help with St. Luke's, I want to keep up with my friends at least via email if not by phone, I want to keep up with Blue's LJ/memory book, I want to spend time with my husband, I am dying to clean up my office... everything is something I really want to do, which is a lovely position to be in. But I just can't do it. I'm getting so panicked about it lately. I seriously do not know what to do.

I thought it was getting better, too! For a few weeks I was feeling pretty comfortable with never catching up, and I was enjoying life. I need to get back there somehow. But the only thing I can think to do to make myself feel better is to work... to start hacking away at the gigantic to-do pile, and I just can't make any headway.