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[twirlgrrl]

My life = completely unmanageable. It's getting to the point where I can't function at all. What do I do? Chuck the whole thing and start fresh? Try to catch up? It sucks because the things that are pending are all things I really want to do and be involved in--I really enjoy my work (not to mention needing the money, ha ha), I want to help with St. Luke's, I want to keep up with my friends at least via email if not by phone, I want to keep up with Blue's LJ/memory book, I want to spend time with my husband, I am dying to clean up my office... everything is something I really want to do, which is a lovely position to be in. But I just can't do it. I'm getting so panicked about it lately. I seriously do not know what to do.

I thought it was getting better, too! For a few weeks I was feeling pretty comfortable with never catching up, and I was enjoying life. I need to get back there somehow. But the only thing I can think to do to make myself feel better is to work... to start hacking away at the gigantic to-do pile, and I just can't make any headway.

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[twirlgrrl.livejournal.com]

I AM NOT WORTHY.

[lust-inthe-dust.livejournal.com]

Ok, which day does that mean? I'd like to put this on my calendar. Think of it as not a visit to YOU, but to Blue. I will bring giant cookies, mmmmkay? I know how you love it when I tote the junk foodz!

There may be some days when I have something, but very few at this point. Like, NYE and NYday are out, and maybe some Fridays...weekdays are good.

Get back to me please.

[twirlgrrl.livejournal.com]

Oh, you are so good at pushing me into accepting help! That is a very valuable skill. Thank you, and thank you.

It would have to be January 2 or 3, since I'll be gone 12/20-27 for Christmas with my sister. What do you think?

And you'll have to let me hang out with the Bee at least a little bit!! Does he still nap?