I feel like I want to say comforting words to you re: George. And I don't know what to say. I wanted to say more yesterday to you in person but I just...I don't know. Maybe it's hitting me hard too because of my Aunt being so close to death and my grandmother's health deteriorating significantly as well and I just have found nothing of real substance to say about it. It's numbing, isn't it? The "luxury" we have of being able to distance ourselves from it all physically and emotionally is both curse and blessing. I feel I can't do enough and yet nothing would ever be enough because there is nothing to do except for letting time and God and what have you have their way which feels scary and unsettling.
I *do* know one thing is for absolute certain. I would so love to see and/or talk with you more often or at least on a regular basis or something. To laugh and cry and just be you know (girl)friends. I want to propose maybe a monthly get together of some sort. Sundays works fine. We could do brunch maybe alternating houses or something. Or going to the park or some such. (EVRC is closed on Suns)...
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Date: 2008-07-19 04:48 am (UTC)I *do* know one thing is for absolute certain. I would so love to see and/or talk with you more often or at least on a regular basis or something. To laugh and cry and just be you know (girl)friends. I want to propose maybe a monthly get together of some sort. Sundays works fine. We could do brunch maybe alternating houses or something. Or going to the park or some such. (EVRC is closed on Suns)...