Time keeps on slippin' slippin' slippin'
Nov. 17th, 2006 04:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
twirlgrrlInto the future...
I feel like days and weeks are sliding past me and down the drain into the memory tank. There is so much I want to write, particularly about Blue (in![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
neuraltube) because he changes so quickly.
Today I am full of love. It's overflowing out of my heart, perfusing my whole body and scenting the air I breathe. I think of my friends, my dear dear friends, and love them from afar. When I think of a person I love, I tend to get a visual flash, a picture of them waist-up, floating in a hazy painting of their general environment, and I glow with love and appreciation. I think of the best things about my friends and silently beam love to them for these blessings.
When I think about dying, my dearest wish is that I am remembered fondly; that all the love I feel for the amazing and beautiful people in my life is reflected in my memory. When my friends think of me after I am gone I hope they remember how much I loved them and how I showed it. I am no saint, and I can be very difficult to deal with, but I hope that's not the first thing that comes to mind when you think of me.
To all my dear friends--you know who you are--I LOVE YOU!!!
I feel like days and weeks are sliding past me and down the drain into the memory tank. There is so much I want to write, particularly about Blue (in
neuraltube) because he changes so quickly. Today I am full of love. It's overflowing out of my heart, perfusing my whole body and scenting the air I breathe. I think of my friends, my dear dear friends, and love them from afar. When I think of a person I love, I tend to get a visual flash, a picture of them waist-up, floating in a hazy painting of their general environment, and I glow with love and appreciation. I think of the best things about my friends and silently beam love to them for these blessings.
When I think about dying, my dearest wish is that I am remembered fondly; that all the love I feel for the amazing and beautiful people in my life is reflected in my memory. When my friends think of me after I am gone I hope they remember how much I loved them and how I showed it. I am no saint, and I can be very difficult to deal with, but I hope that's not the first thing that comes to mind when you think of me.
To all my dear friends--you know who you are--I LOVE YOU!!!
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Date: 2006-11-18 05:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-11-18 05:12 am (UTC)Now lissen... there will be NO dying....
Date: 2006-11-18 05:44 am (UTC)Re: Now lissen... there will be NO dying....
Date: 2006-11-19 09:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-11-18 06:35 am (UTC)Speaking for me - there is no doubt in my mind that should the unthinkable happen, I will certainly remember you with love and fondness. You are a beautiful person.